Time
Zone-1965-74
Another
change of house
We lived in Haripad Lane for about three
years. The house was becoming insufficient for the growing family. There were
only two rooms. The rooms were to be shared between my parents, boodhi dadi and
three of us. On top of that whenever a guest would come, everything would be
out of place. Guests did come. My uncles would sometimes visit us. My fathers’
brothers were not the guests, as one uncle Prakash lived in Madras, another
uncle Brijlal (Late) lived in our previous house at 8, Amartolla Lane and third
and my favourite uncle Satyanand who had also migrated from Sherda for studies
would be living in Gaddi. Gaddi was like the boarding facility for all members
of our business establishment called- Bharat Textiles. Not just the staff but
customers coming from other cities could stay here. There was a common kitchen.
Hot and fresh food was served to everyone. Toilet facilities were common for
entire market building on roof top, as per the practice in those days. There
was a large area covered with a huge mattress on which all staff , visiting
customers and our family members would sleep. ( I will write a separate para
about Gaddi later). Our bachelor family visitors would also stay there.
96,
Muktaram Babu Street
Coming back to my subject, about change
of house, my father started looking for a larger flat.I remember a brokr with
a skewed eye, would come in the mornings and will take Pitaji around to show
some flats on rent. Finally he liked one big flat. Big means a real big flat.
The flat had six rooms one kitchen, one drawing room and an attached terrace.
One very interesting feature of this flat was that 4 larger rooms had an
attached bath. Attached ‘bath’ means strictly bath! The attached bath just had
a shower and a wash basin but no commodes. The 3 latrines were grouped together
and were made in an extreme corner away from all rooms. In fact the thought
process of those days did not allow a dirty activity like passing urine or
stool anywhere close to living areas. When I compare this issue from my village
days I could feel the changing trend. In Village the common toilet was outside
the village at a great distance from houses, at Amartolla Street it was on same
floor still far from our residence room, at Haripado it was a common toilet
inside the flat and now in this new house, it was splitted from activity of
taking bath and provided in a corner of the flat.
It was a big decision for Pitaji to hire
this flat. The rent was increasing three fold from Rs. 250 to Rs.800 a month.
There was a big sum of Rs. 30000 as Salami, which was to be paid as one time lump
sum consideration. Payment of Salami meant the freezing of the rent forever.
Hence the rent of Rs.800 would never be increased. This used to be a common
practice in Calcutta in those days. The lump sum payment was a one time
assessment of future inflation effect. Even today there are lot of properties
which are on old rent fixed 50-60 years ago as there was a payment of Salami
involved. In Mumbai this sum was called Pagdi.
Another
Change of School
By this time a pattern was set in my
life. Everytime my father would change the house, there would be a change of my
school too. The reason was always the logistical. A school was always preferred
near the residence. This time my new school was Shree Vishuddhanand Sarswati Vidyalaya.
It was located at a distance of about 10 minutes walk from my house. The school
had a very huge building along with a big playground in the centre. Though
everything was huge and in place, the maintenance was very poor. The building
always looked dirty. I was admitted in Class v as I had completed class iv in
my previous school. Classes were noisy. Number of students in each class was
much larger than previous school. Teachers were almost unconcerned.
One thing which did not change was for
worst ! Here again one of my subjects was ‘Geeta’! The teacher was equally
strict. He would male everyone cram the shlokas. He would carry a stick in his
hand, which was enough for visualization about the possible punishment if the
shlokas were not crammed. Perhaps this was the only effective way to make
students learn this otherwise dislikeable subject. If I analyse myself I find
that few slokas which I had crammed then are still in my mind-
Dharmkshetre Kurushetre samveta yuyutsav
Mamka pandvani kimkurvat sanjay
Vyudham duryodhanstda…………………
Another atrocious thing about the school
was that the school used to run in two shifts. Morning shift started at 6.30 am
and finished at 11.00 am. The day shift started at 11.30 am. Junior Classes
from 1 to 6 were attending the morning session and 7 to 11 were in the day
shift. Getting up early in the morning every day was a punishment. Though it
was compensated with the early freedom from school! However on the whole it was
not a great idea for me or for mother too. There was always a fear of getting
late.
Chenges
In Life Style
As there were so many rooms in the new
flat, I insisted on having my own room. For name sake I was allotted one corner
room, however it was scary to sleep alone in the room so at the bed time, I
would go back to a common diwan and sleep with my siblings which was placed in
the common hall. This big diwan was also the bed of my boodhi dadi, who used to
tell us stories before bed time.
A big house brought many changes in our
life style too. For the first time a sofa set and a six seater dining table was
purchased. The dining table had a sky blue laminated top and looked very interesting.
After some time we got one fridge and a Radiogram. Not that we had suddenly
developed the fancy for such sophisticated stuff, in fact an opportunity came
when a relative of ours was planning to migrate from Calcutta to another
city.He wanted to get rid of some heavy things which would have got damaged in
transportation otherwise. We got it all cheap. A radiogram was like a huge
piece of furniture housing a giant radio and a gramophone in a big wooden
cabinet. It stood on four legs. The speaker area was covered with a soft fabric
which was for sound transmission. It was connected to electricity. The
gramophone record player had a very interesting feature. There was a stainless
steel rod in the middle of the circular disc. One could load 3-4 record at a
time on the steel rod as there was a blocking step in between. The system was
that when one record will be finished, the automatic arm fitted with a stylus
will lift by itself go back to its resting position; at this point of time the
step provided on steel rod will go back for just enough time to release one
record from he top. The record will gently fall on top of the previous record
and the arm with stylus would again go back the the first impressed line of the
record. In this fashion one could enjoy all the loaded records without getting
up to change the record. Such grampohone players were called autochanger. This
gramophone was of my great interest. Right from my very childhood, I had a
great affinity for good music. The relative who sold us the radiogram also gave
us his collection of records- not less than 100. Record were very heavy
initially; made of black havey material similar to Bakelite, but easily
breakable on a fall. Each one would not weigh less than 50 gms. The speed of
its running was 78 rpm. In later year new types and sizes of records were
introduced. Smaller ones were called EP and larger ones were called LP. These
were half the weight of the old ones and stronger too. Each EP could contain 4
songs- two on either side. LP had capacity to record 10 songs. With changing
times the gramophone records changed their looks,packaging and the cover. The
best gramophone record which I remember
later in my life, perhaps in 1976, was of Amar Akbar Anthony. The record itself
was coloured, I think bright yellow – a departure from traditional black. The
fancy printed jacket for twin records was an added attraction. Much before that
Raj Kapoor had introduced the twin jacket gramophone record for his film Bobby
in 1973. But unfortunately this was almost getting towards the end of
Gramophone records era. Tape recorders with cassette were fast replacing that
market.
Whatever happened to music industry,
music was my passion during not only my childhood but even now. I remember one
small incident of my childhood, may be when I was 8 years old. In my family
music was generally welcome but only in form of Bhajans. Film songs were
strictly NO in our household. Whatever songs I could hear were from transistors
when my father was away. But once a year there used to be a music feast for me.
Feast- unrestricted, loud and current hits ! During the time of Durga Pooja,
almost all the pandals (Makeshift temples on road made with tarpaulin and
colourful fabrics) would play songs of latest movies. In fact all the popular numbers!
The music was blared so loudly that I could enjoy my favourite hits at all
times sitting in my house. This music was a great diversion for me especially
during the tuition classes of Tej Bahadur.
The incident which I am sharing is of
the era when film Sangam was a hit and the songs of the film were played during
Pooja. One day my parents were not home. We children were having a ball. I was
dancing and singing loudly – Bol radha bol …..and lo ! There entered Pitaji in
the room. I was frozen with chill seeing him. He did not say a single word to
me but gave me his look of disapproval. The message went inside me loud and
clear. In fact Pitaji never shouted on us. His silence and his mood was the
communicator of his liking or disliking something. I don’t remember even one
instant when he could have slapped any one of us. Slapping kids was the most
common thing in those days. Even mother never slapped us; though she would show
her hand in the slapping mode but never hit us. She used to scold us for whatever
was disapproved by her about our actions or non actions.
The barrier against the film music got
broken in our family with the entry of Gramophone which I have already
described earlier. Even that, I am sure, was not brought willingly. It was a
package deal to take over the entire stuff of the relative who was leaving
Calcutta hence the gramophone had to come.
Snacks
and food stuff
The newly acquired used fridge was my
another object of interest. Perhaps I had not seen a fridge prior to this. I
loved the cold inside of the fridge. The freezer section on the top was quite
interesting. The walls of the freezer were always cladded with flaked ice or we
may call it snow. I loved to scrape that with my fingers and eat that.
Gradually I developed another technique. I would use a katori ( small stainless
steel bowl) to scrape the wall. The collection was fast and fine. The whole
katori would get filled with that scrape. I tried out various options. I poured
some rose sharbat ( syrup) on top of that and enjoyed my own creation. The
fridge brought few more things in our life like Tomato sauce (ketchup), packed
butter etc. Tomato sauce caught my fancy. I started eating sauce with
everything like bread, chapatti, and biscuits and sometimes without anything
too. I loved that different kind of tomato taste. Cheese came into our
household by mistake. One day I was sent down to buy some Amul butter from a
nearby store. The shopkeeper came out with a round box of Amul. He said I have
this packet of Amul. I checked inside the box. There were eight packed slices
in Amul wrapper. The wrapper was same as Amul Butter. I thought it is some new
packing of Amul butter and bought that box. I put that in the fridge. I asked
our servant Lakhan to make some toasts for me. After some time,Lakhan came to
me and said- ‘ Babu, ye makhhan to bilkul kada hai, isko kaise lagayen ? ( Sir,
this butter is very hard, how do I apply it on toast ?) I told him that let me
apply the butter. When I tried to remove butter with a knife it would not come off
like regular butter. Then I realized that it was not butter. I argued with
shopkeeper, but he refused to take it back as the packet was opened. On getting
into details, I understood that this was something different and was called
cheese. In order to salvage the loss, we tried to eat the cheese with toast.
Honestly, I did not like that at all. Perhaps the comparison was with my all
time favorite butter.
My
Pocket Money
I had no introduction with branded
chocolates or drinks. For two reasons ! One- there were hardly any brands and
two, I did not know what a pocket money was. Generally the beetle leave (paan)
vendors used to keep cold drinks in their shops. The normal display used to be
of two types of bottles- one with orange colour liquid and the other one
yellowish called pineapple. There was no brand. Just called by their taste-
orange or pineapple! I was given everything by my mother and I never realized
the need to carry money in my pocket. Later on when I got an opportunity to
taste stuff like Coca Cola, which came for 25 paise and Cadbury milk chocolate,
which came for 50 paise, the urge to have some money as pocket money started.
When I raised this issue of having some
pocket money at my house, the first reaction was as expected. Why do you need
money ? You are too small to handle money ! You will be eating wrong kind of
stuff outside! However my boodhi Dadi got me sanctioned a daily pocket money of
Ten Paise. A rider was attached that every day I would be telling them how and
where did I spend that coin. Everything was acceptable by me because for the
fisrt time in my life, I was going to get a right to spend some money by myself
!
In my school I had made a friend –
Shivaji Singh. He was a lad from a poor family. His family lived nearby and
they were having a tea stall. His father was always making tea on the stall. He
advised me a snack during the recess in my morning school. There was a vendor
near my school who used to sell small kachoris with aaloo bhaji ( a curry made
with potato). Shivaji suggested that I buy that because that was available for
a ten paise coin. So we started to enjoy that. But in a few days I got bored
with that.
Some times I would find a begger family
on my way. They were mobile. There was a wooden cart on which an old lady in dirtiest
cloth would be sitting. A man, extremely shabby with beard would be pushing the
cart. His hands used to be wrapped with cloths or bandages. He would keep on
crying in an extremely pathetic voice for help. It was very disturbing for me.
I always felt like helping them out. Many a times I would give my pocket money
coin to them. Still felt bad that how would they feed themselves with such
small money. After some time my pocket money was increased to Chavanni- a coin
of 25 paise, as everyone realized that I was not spending the money unwisely.
There was a grain shop on my way to
school which used to sell wheat, rice ,maize etc. The shopkeeper also sold
special grains for pigeons’ feed. A big bunch of pigeon was always visible
across the pavement picking the grains of their feed. The shopkeeper had made
some special packaging of different values to sell. Many generous people used
to buy some portion of the pigeon feed to feed the pigeons. Pigeons used to
chant in their peculiar style especially when they were fed.
I, as a child, loved that activity.
Henceforth, it became a part of my daily routine to spend my chavnni for
pigeon-feed . The problem with me was that I used to stand there for long time
to watch the pigeons enjoy their treat. In this process sometimes I reached
school late. I was given warning at school several times. One day my school
teacher called up my mother and complained about my routine delays. Mom was
surprised as she always bade me good bye well in time. That day when I arrived
home, I was sternly questioned by mom in presence of my grand mom. Initially I
tried to evade telling them the fact, assuming that I would be reprimanded for
my act of feeding the pigeons out of my pocket-money of chavanni ; but finally
I had to confess my routine crime to them. I was waiting some kind of strong
yelling from Mom about that but Lo! I was into a great surprise when Mom
lovingly cuddled me with moist eyes. She planted few kisses on my face.
And the best part ! My boodhi dadi
victoriously declared the doubling of my pocket money from that very day. That
meant two chavannis in place of one; there was a rider attached - that second
chavanni will not be spent for pigeons. I was overjoyed for the prize received
for my innocent good deed.
Final
Change Of School
As I have mentioned earlier my latest
school was not proper. The atmosphere of the school was not good; even the
timing did not suit. The final blow came when the senior students started a
protest against the principal of the school. I could not understand the reason
of the protest but what I recall is that one day they stopped all students from
entering the premises. They made huge placards saying – Bina Pariksha Pass
Karo!( Promote us without exams). The demand was outrageous. There must have
been some fault of the school authorities as they had to bend against this
absurd demand of the students. The entire students of the school were promoted
to higher classes without any exam.
When Pitaji came to know about this
happening at school, he was furious! He always valued education. Even if he was
never directly involved in my selection of educational institutions, his
objective was to get me the best education. This time he took advice and help
of my elder mamaji ( mother’s brother) Bimal Bhushanji. He had got his two sons
Naresh and Dinesh admitted in a school called Sri Daulatram Nopany Vidyalaya.
He recommended the school for both of us. The next usual question was the
location of the school ! This was an issue. The school was far from our house.
In fact it was closer to our old residence at Haripad Lane. Mamaji could
convince my parents as his house was much farther than ours and his children
were almost of our age. The logic given was the facility of the bus. The school
had two buses which operated in two different loops to pick children in the
morning and drop them back in the evening. Though there was some reluctance
about this arrangement, yet there was no choice hence my parents agreed. We
were admitted in the new school.
Bus driver fixed my point of pick up and
drop on the main road near my house. The walk from the house to pick up point
was about ten minutes. By this time I was old enough to go of my own to this
point. I used to carry a backpack which contained my books, school diary and a
flat box containing my lunch. In the morning I would be the last student to be
picked up by the bus as the bus would directly stop at the school after that.
That was handy as I did not have to get ready early like those who were picked
earlier than me by more than an hour. But this benefit of morning became a
negative factor on my return journey. Bus will follow the same route and
therefore I would be the last boy to be dropped. That meant that I would reach
home at about 6 pm even though the school was over by 4.30 pm. This reduced my
precious playing hours as in Calcutta it starts getting dark by 6 o’ clock.
Gradually I got frustrated with this timing of the bus. I told mother that I
was ready to walk up and down but was not ready to travel in bus. She too was not
very happy with my getting so late in the evening. She agreed after six months
of this bus torture. I got rid of the bus. I felt like a free person.
My
play
As I mentioned, I needed to play with my
friends from the building every evening. We had become a group of about 6-7
boys who would play Cricket. The regular ones were Pawan and Ravi Jajodia from
first floor, Suresh and Naresh Sharma from second floor and myself and Narendra
from third floor. Fourth floor did not have any boys. The strange thing was
that we used to play on the top of the building – the terrace over fourth
floor. That too with a rubber ball! The game was customized to suit the
limitation of being on a terrace. The batting was against the wall on which the
wickets were drawn with a marker. Bowling had to be a direct gentle throw
without over-arm action. The best part was the spin bowling which was mastered
by twisting the ball between fingers. There was no running for runs. Locations
of parapet was marked for one, two or four runs. Close in fielding was most
important part. We all became expert catchers! There was no team business in
our sport. Everyone batted for himself and all others would bowl and field. A
high shot meant ball flying out of the terrace right on the road. This was a ‘run
out’ ! Not just getting out, but also getting out of the building to find and
fetch the ball back. While the culprit batsman will be on his way to get the
ball, others on the terrace would shout from top and request the passers by to
either throw the ball back on the terrace or to keep the same in a shop below
the building. This was a process of keeping the ball in sight and with a claim
of ownership until our person reached to it. Some times a ball would get lost!
That meant either the end of the game for the day or chipping in of coins to
buy another one for 10 paise.
Gradually our passion for the game went
on increasing. We formed a real cricket team of 11 members. Apart from six from
our building we gathered five more from neighborhood and school. I was the
captain of the team. For two reasons ! First I was the best batsman and second
I owned bat and wickets. Every Sunday we would go to Maidan right in front of
Victoria memorial and play serious cricket with a dark red hard cricket ball
called a ‘Deuse Ball’. This deuse ball was an expensive affair. The cheapest
would come for a price of Rs. Five. That was a hell of a lot of money for us.
Everyone would save his pocket money for the whole week to buy a ball on
Saturdays. Those who did not contribute were last to bat in the batting order.
We used to acquire one of the pitches out of dozens of pitches already carved
out of grassy maidan by regular playing teams. Sometimes we found all pitches
occupied. In such situations we would challenge a team to play which was
already in possession of a pitch. The selection of a team to challenge was
based on the heights and age group of the opponents. I along with Kishan Killa
were the regular openers. Our regular wicket keeper was Brij Mohan Mall, a
school friend. He was the wicket keeper not for any special keeping
qualification but because he only had the wicket keeping gloves along with a
pair of pads. If we did not allow him the wicket keeping, the alternate keeper
would have to do that job without these gadgets. Our specialist fast bowler was
Suresh Sharma. Though he was a frail looking lad but he copied west Indian
bowler ‘Wes Hall’ in his run. He would take very long run up in his first few
bowls, which would go on reducing after third bowl. I declared myself as the
specialist fielder of the slips. As a Captain I had to decide the field
positioning. My favorite Captain was Captain of Indian team -Ajit Wadekar was
also the first slip fielder; that automatically decided my position. I was the
second bowler after Suresh. I had the ability to bowl straight though not with
a great speed. In fact that was a big quality as half the wickets of that level
of cricket were always down on straight balls. In a crowd of so many cricket
pitches full of players in white, it was difficult to understand who was
fielding for whom. Even the boundary lines were arbitrary. Umpire, always
appointed by batting side, would wait for a good shot to declare that a boundry
with four runs. The fielding side had no basis to contradict.
My ultimate achievement was when I was
selected to play in the House (Gandhi house) cricket team of my school. The
best part was that my regular cricket team mate Kishan Killa was also selected
in our house team. We used to open the batting together in our mohalla cricket
team; here also our captain Anup Sharda gave us an opportunity to open the
innings. We played two matches. I batted fairly well. Took few catches also in
the slips! I think we lost in semi finals. The bad part was that this
tournament started in the beginning of my new class that was Class ix.
My
Bad Beginning in Science Stream
In Class ix there was a division of
students on the basis of their selection of subjects. I selected Science’ the
other choice would have been Commerce. New subjects like Physics, Chemistry and
Maths entered my course. Maths too had many difficult divisions like
trigonometry, Coordinate Geometry apart from very complex Geometry and Algebra.
The cricket matches and some practice sessions kept me away from the class in
the first two weeks of the new class. When I was back into the class everything
was strange and unknown for me. The maths teacher Mr. B.P.Srivastava would talk
in trigonometry with words like Sin, Cos,Tan etc. which went completely bouncer
over my head. Physics teacher Mr. D.P.Bannerjee mentioned Specific Gravity and
Acceleration due to gravity etc. which was completely foreign to my ears. The
chemistry teacher, a very young and smart man, Mr. A.Roy spoke in very fast
English and wrote chemical reactions on the board in a very bad hand writing.
Everything was like foreign language for me.
My medium of hindi became a handicap for
me. Almost all subjects of science were being taught in English. I had
purchased even science books in hindi. Science in hindi language was double
tough. The terminology of English when translated into hindi were not like
hindi- they sounded more of sanskrit. For example Acceleration due to Gravity
was ‘ Gurutva janya veg vriddhi’. A chemical reaction was ‘ Raasaynik
pratikriya’ and an exothermic reaction would be called- ‘ ushma daayak
raasaynik pratikriya’. I pressed the danger button at home. I informed my uncle
about my problem and the root cause of my absence of two weeks. He spoke to his
teacher friend Mr. D.K.Sharma who was kind enough to get me a science teacher
at home. On the advice of my teacher I changed my medium of science from hindi
to English. Within three months time I came at par with my class mates in all
subjects. In fact I started enjoying physics and maths as they were brainy
subject. I hated chemistry as that was like Sanskrit. One has to cram
everything to memory.
My
unwanted gain- Obesity !
My
uncle Satyanand had got engaged to my aunt Pushpa who belonged to Cuttack. That
brought a major change in my life. In fact almost an irreversible one ! The
family of Pushpa Chachi would send different types of snacks and sweets on
regular basis from Cuttack. The two main things which caught my fancy were-
Kesariya Peda (Saffron mixed milk based cake) and Bhujiya ( A fried storable
snack). My consumption of these items went on increasing. My liking for these
items became public. That in fact increased the supply from Cuttack and so was
my consumption. I who used to look like an undernourished child till then
started putting on weight. And by the time my parents realized such changes in
me seriously, I had joined the category of obese children. I am still carrying
on that obesity inflicted on me by myself only.
Missed
Exam
I have never missed any exam in my life;
except one. The year was 1968. My favourite uncle Satyanand’s wedding date was
fixed as 28 April. The wedding was to take place at Cuttack ( A town in Orisaa)
as my aunt Pushpa belonged to that town. It was planned that we all- the family
members along with all relatives and friends will travel by train on the night
of April 26 and will arrive at Cuttack on April 27. The accommodation for the
barat ( The wedding group from Groom’s side) was to be accommodated in a
dharmshala ( a public inn). The barat would return by the night train on April
29. The whole thing sounded quite exciting. The added attraction was of getting
new cloths stitched for the wedding.
The whole excitement was punctured by a
notice of school. The school declared the first terminal examination from April
30, 1968. The date of the first examination clashed with date of our arrival
from the wedding. The train would reach in the morning at around 7 o.clock. The
examination time was also in the morning as during summers the school changed
the time from 7 am to 12 noon. Confusion got created. Pitaji was against my
missing the exam. Mother was divided in her mind. I was adamant to attend the
wedding. Finally my boodhi dadi intervened and used her veto power in my
favour. My uncle also wanted me to attend his wedding so he consoled everyone
that this being the first terminal exam was not very important. The real
importance was of the final examination.
I attended the wedding. It was great
fun. Perhaps this was the best party time of my life. I enjoyed those three
days without anybody stopping me from anything. I had my age group friends in
Jitendra, my cousin and Narendra. The partying started in the morning with
delicious breakfast and ended with classy dinner at night followed with saffron
flavoured hot milk. During day time there used be wedding rituals or some
sessions of singing bhajan etc. As per prevailing practice the ladies or girls
of the house did not go in the barat.The wedding procession through the lanes
of Cuttack was very impressive. Uncle Satyanand looked very smart in his
wedding oufit consisting of silk kurta and a dhoti. On the next day of the
wedding, dadaji had organized a get together involving both sides – the groom
as well as bride side people together in a large room. In that function Dadaji
emphasized that a wedding should not end at a sad note with all members of
bride’s side sobbing. The farewell to the bride known as ‘Vidaai’ is generally
a sad affair as described by Dadaji. He said this is not the departure of your
beloved daughter but the start of a new relationship. He said that all of us
are benefitted as our relations have doubled. He renamed the Vidaai as ‘Preeti Sammelan’. He started a
process of introduction of all members. This was followed by a session of
bhajans. Dadaji always wrote bhajans and Geets (lyrics) for every occasion. For
this wedding also he had written many songs dedicated to the different aspects.
There was a specific song about his newly introduced ‘Preeti Sammelan’.
Everyone enjoyed the function.
Life
in Shri Daulatram Nopany Vidyalaya
As expected I missed my first test in
the new school of the subject-English language. Fortunately, in spite of so
much diversion just at the eve of my first terminal exams, I did not do bad in
other subjects. The worst part was that now I had two difficult languages to
learn- Sanskrit and Bengali. I do not know why but perhaps all the teachers who
teach Sanskrit were scary. In this new school the teacher for Sanskrit was Mr.
H.N.Singh. The whole school was scared of him. He did not look scary but his
actions were always unexpected with quick reflexes. If a student did not
perform his home work, he would call him to his table. Ask him the reasons and
if not satisfied he would pull a tight slap across the face of the student.
Sometime he used the wooden scale to punish students on their palms and
knuckles. I was extremely sincere in Sanskrit as I had no heart to face such
treatment. The only difference is that I could never like Sanskrit in those
days as I learnt it as an alternative of punishment. I wish it was not so as
Now I feel like learning Sanskrit, as I feel the urge to read our old
scriptures like Vedas which are in Sanskrit.
Bengali was rather easier to learn. The
teacher ( I think his name was Bimal Bose) was soft spoken like the language
itself and it was similar to learning hindi once I was familiar with the
alphabets and grammar. I was always good in my natural languages- Hindi &
English. My teachers were always happy with me.
There was a peculiar arrangement in my
new school. The school was in both medium- English as well as hindi. Every
class had one section in English medium and 3 to 4 sections in hindi medium. I
joined hindi medium. My cousin Naresh was in English medium. I had access to
his books, hence I knew the difference. Subjects like geography, science,
social studies, history and mathematics were in English for him. At that stage
I found that very difficult. I was content being in hindi medium.
Prayer
Session
This school was different than all my
previous schools. There was an order and system for every activity. Prayer in
the morning was not just standing up in the class and pray ! All classes on
different floors would form ques right out their class. Hence there would be at
least 7 to 8 ques on each floor. The prefects, selected out of senior students,
would start releasing the ques starting from first floor. All ques would go
down silently in a line to the big hall on the ground floor. The younger
students of class three ( Our school started from class 3) would go to the hall
first and stand in the first row in front facing the stage. After class 3, will
go class 4 and so on in increasing order! Class 11 would be the last to reach
the hall. All the teachers would be standing on the sides. Once all the
students were made to stand in the hall in rows, the music teacher of the
school Mr. Sanyal would start playing his harmonium on the stage. A chorus of
three students would be singing the prayers. The entire hall would join the
chorus. The effect was magnificent. The prayer was not same for every day.
Seven days of the week had seven different prayers. Prayers were mainly devoted
to hindu Gods and Goddesses like Sarswati, Rama, Durga etc. All the prayers
were printed in the school diary. Few prayers were the poetry written by famous
poets, which were composed into a prayer by Mr. Sanyal. On every Saturday,
prayer would be followed by National Anthem. Every day after the prayer
important information and notices were read out by some teacher. Sometimes
condolence messages were read out which were followed by silence of a minute.
Sometimes the condolence messages were followed by happy news, especially when
some big leader of the government would die, that the school would be suspended
for the day and students may go home.
Lunch
Session
Lunch session was after four periods of
45 minutes each. The lunch break was for one hour. The reason was that the
lunch session, like the prayer session, was an elaborate event. Ques would move
to the main hall on ground floor in the same fashion. The difference was that
they would be sitting on the long mats spread on the floor longitudinally and
parallel to each other. Two mats would be put together so that students can sit
back to back. That meant in all the rows students would be seeing the faces of
the students in the row in front of him. While going to the hall there used to
be stacks of stainless steel plates placed on the sides. Every student would
pick one plate in his hand. Helpers would serve water in stainless steel
glasses to each and every student. Lunch would not start until a whistle to
start was blown.
Once all students were seated in the
hall and served with glass of water, the whistle would be blown. That whistle
marked opening of may be 800 or more metal Tiffin boxes simultaneously. It was
an interesting cacophony of different seconds. I enjoyed this sound. Once the
lunch started, there would be an announcement from the stage behind the
curtain-
Doston, ye hai radio D N V! Ab ham pesh
karenge aap ke saamne kuch dilchasp karykram ! Sabse pahle ek geet……… ki aavaj
me……..( Friends! This is Radio DNV. Now we are going to present some
entertaining programs for you.)
The program included songs, jokes, audio skits
and mimicry by students. Initially when I was new I was under impression that
this program is being broadcasted on radio. But gradually I realized that some
of the students only presented it. It was a good way to enjoy lunch. I think it
was banned to bring non vegetarian food in the tiffins as I never came across
anyone eating anything non veg. After lunch all students would wrap up their
tiffins and go back to their classes row by row. They had to pick up their
plates and glasses and put those back into the tubs provided for collecting
soiled plates.
One more interesting feature of the
lunch was the mobile canteen service. The authorized vendor would put up his
stall outside the dining hall on the tables provided to him. The items sold
included Samosa, Dahi Kachoris, Dahi Vada and Pedas. My favourite was kachoris
and peda. Those students who wanted to buy any stuff from the vendor could go
out to buy after they had taken their position in the hall. The transaction was
against the coupons sold by the school to students. One booklet was for Two
rupees containing 10 coupons each being worth twenty paise. All items of the
vendor were worth one coupon each. It was not compulsory for students to buy
one booklet at a time. Students like me whose pocket money was small could buy
one or two coupons also.
I remember many of my friends in class
vi. Initially I was not in good company. I was the back bencher. My companion
on my two seater bench was Vimal Sharma. Vimal Sharma was an extremely tall
fellow. He was stylish. Extremely fun loving ! Always brought comics in the
class ! I envied him as he was allowed to see films by himself. He would watch
new movies first day and first show missing the class. Next day he would tell
me the story of the movie. Sometimes he talked on forbidden subjects like sex.
I was confused about him. Though I enjoyed his company, but somehow I felt I
was drifting from studies. One day he brought a lens with him. Kind of lens
having a circular frame and a handle! He showed me the magic of lens. Being the
last bench, the sun was coming direct on our bench. He focused the sun rays on
the wooden bench at a point. The heat was so intense that the wood started
burning slowly. A streak of smoke arose from that point. I and few other
students were watching that with our jaws dropped. At that very moment, entered
our English teacher Mr. K.N.Singh. We all were so much engrossed in the magic
of Vimal that we did not even notice his entry. He slowly walked to our desk.
He confiscated the lens from Vimal. He sent him out of the class as punishment
for the whole period. After the class he spoke to me in private. He said –
Mahendra, you are a good boy and good student. This Vimal is thoroughly spoiled
brat. I will prefer if you change your seat towards the front side. My
confusion was solved at that very moment. Next day I shifted to the second row
on the side. My new companion on desk was Subhash Bajla. Subhash was not a very
bright boy, but a disciplined hard working student. We got along very well. We
became close buddies in a short time.
We had another story teller in our
class- Subhash Mishra. He was fond of reading hindi suspense thrillers of
Omprakash Sharma and Ved Prakash Kamboj. He had an art of storytelling. In the
idle periods when the teachers were absent, he would stand in the front middle
and tell stories of these books with great action and style. He had the ability
to create the same drama effect as was written in the book. He would make us
emote the way he wanted- fear, surprise, shock, sad and on top of all thrilled.
Because of his this ability, he was the most popular student amongst other
students. He was good at studies too hence he was made the class monitor. He
had good leadership quality.
My
First Hindi Novel
Novel reading was considered taboo in
our house. Pitaji was against all kinds of novels as he thought they are
unnecessary for anyone; for students more so! For that reason no one would
bring any novels I our house. When my aunt Pushpa came to live with us after
her marriage with my uncle Satyanand she brough few novels along with her. She
had no knowledge about family restriction on reading novels. No one wanted to
dishearten her by informing so. I looked at one novel with a title- ‘Sitaron se
aage’, which was authored by Gulshan Nanda. I was so much engrossed in reading
that book that it could not leave that for a moment and finished reading in a
day. I found nothing wrong with the book as it was about a child. In the
evening when Pitaji returned back from his work and he came to know how I
finished reading the novel in a day.
He did not angry with me. He talked to
me coolly and explained to me how the mind gets drifted to such habits and how
my studies will be affected. He also explained that he was not averse to
reading; but the reading should be well defined. He said what is considered as
literature is fine to read even if it is a fiction, because that will sharpen
my language skill. That meeting gave me a complete direction about my reading
habits for future. I got motivated to
read literature. I must have read all quality authors of our times. I developed
a special liking for good poetry. From my school text book I could read hindi
poetry by Mahadevi, Nirala, Pant and Prasad. My reading habit inculcated the
habit of writing poetry, articles and stories. My first small poem was
published in a children’s magazine called- Rajabhaiyya sometime in late
sixties. I still have the cutting of that poem. By now, I must have written at
least 1000 poems in my life.
My
Regular Holiday Destination – Kurseong
Kurseong is a small town in hills
enroute Darjeeling. My buaji Snehlata was living there after her marriage. Once
Buaji asked me to join her while she was going back to Kurseong from Kolkata.
The routine journey was in two parts- flight journey from Dumdum airport at
Kolkata to Bagdogra Airport at Siliguri; road journey throughout hills from
Siliguri to Kurseong. I enjoyed both legs of the journey. Journey by air was a
dream by now (the fiasco of the first air journey in early childhood was
forgotten). Flying over clouds, toffees distributed by pretty looking air hostess,
service of tea and snacks in the middle of the journey – everything was like a
part of a picnic. Barring a small stretch from Bagdogra airport through the
town of Siliguri, the rest of journey used to start through tea gardens and
moved up the hills parallel to the famous toy train lines of Drajeeling.
Sometimes the journey used to be through dense fog. Slow speed movement used to
be little scary but adventurous. Waterfalls, deep downwards slopes and small
villages used to be the highlight of the journey.
Buaji lived in a joint family of 7
brothers and their parents. They had an old building having about ten rooms.
The common bath and toilet was on ground floor and the common kitchen with
dining was on terrace. It was fun to eat on terrace. The view from the terrace
was magnificent. Hills on one side, town on the other was fun to watch. They
had a further smaller terrace over the staircase which was the highest level.
They had put few bee hive shelves for collecting honey. I used to spend lot of
time watching the movement of honey bees.
The family was full of action. Family
members included singers, guitarists, painters and sportsmen. I related my
hobbies with all of them. I loved spending time with each of the brothers in
different way. Their family business included a departmental store which was
fun to inside and watch customers of different types and natures looking for
different stuff. There another shop was of music, selling gramophone records
and players etc. Another favorite place of mine!
Kurseong was a small town. No one used any
vehicle for moving around in the town. The farthest place of visit was the
Cinema hall, which was about 2 kilometers from the main market area. I almost
fell in love with the place. My trip included one day visit to Darjelling, one
morning trekking to the famous downhill with my uncle and several evening
visits to the Durbeen Dahda which was also called the Suicide Point because of
such incidents in past.
After my first visit, Kurseong became my
favorite holiday place because of the great life and great company for me
there. I must have been there at least 5-6 times for different reasons.
My
Unfulfilled Dream Excursion- Kashmir
The school had two long vacations –
Summer Vacation and Puja Vacation. Each one was of one month each ! Sometimes
the school planned an excursion for students ! Such excursions were managed by
two teachers sent by the school with students. Students had to contribute the
calculated amount in advance. When I was
In class vi , the school planned a summer vacation trip to Kashmir. I knew
Kashmir was a very beautiful place as my uncle Satyanand had gone for his
honeymoon trip there. He had come with lot of nice pictures of Kashmir. My
benchmate Subhsah Bajla and I decided to make this trip. But the final decision
depended on permission from the parents. We decided to talk to our parents. The
cost of the ten days trip was Rs. 500. I put up the subject at my home. The
first reaction was a straight – NO! Reason was that I was too small and Kashmir
was too far. I persisted on my demand. The subject went to my Dadaji, who was
with us in Kolkata at that time. When he realized that I was not ready to buzz,
he asked my favorite uncle Satyanand to visit my school and enquire about all
arrangements. He also advised him to carry money with him so that if he
approves the trip he could pay there. I was beside myself. There was no doubt
that my trip was on. I went to school next day and told my friend Subhash that
my uncle would be coming to school to make the payment. He said that if my
program was final then he will convince his parents too.
I came home in the evening. First thing
I checked with my mother whether uncle had paid the money for my excursion.
Mother had no heart to tell the truth. She said that she was not aware though
she confirmed that he had gone to the school. I asked Dadaji whether money was
paid at the school. Dadaji made me sit close to him and then started
explaining. He said that uncle had gone to the school but was not satisfied
with the arrangements; hence he did not make the payment. I was furious – ‘
What arrangements ? What did he check ?’
I encountered my uncle - whom did he
meet and what was the issue ! He said that he met his friend – a teacher Mr.
S.K.Shukla in the school. Shukla did not recommend the tour as he did not like
the teacher who was accompanying the group. I understood the matter. Initially
Shukla sir was selected to take the tour with him but later on for whatever
reason he was replaced by another teacher Mr. Talukdaar whom he detested. I
almost shouted at everyone at home. I cried for hours. I felt shattered. I was
sure that the whole thing was a farce to stop me from going to Kashmir trip. I
was hurt that my favorite uncle had let me down so badly. And that too on the
basis of advice of a teacher who was not even the part of the tour! It took me
many days to overcome that loss. I could not forgive him for this massive let
down for a long time!
Irony is that Kashmir was always my
dream destination. I could not go there ever till 2012. The political situation
worsened since 70s and it became difficult for people to go there for tourism.
My
Interest in Music
I was always interested in music. Music
of all kinds ! Whether it was in the form of bhajans sung by dadaji or the film songs heard by me on radio or the
hit music played during Durga Pooja. In school we had one compulsory period of
music- once a week. Our music teacher was Mr. Sanyal. Sanyal sir used to pick
up students who were seriously interested in learning music and invited them to
attend special music class every day during lunch. I was also selected by him
for this special training. In this class I made two good friends- Shashi Mimani
and Anup Sharda. Being music class students we got exemption from standing in
the que to go for lunch. We used to have our lunch on the mezzanine floor where
the music room was situated. The lunch also became a special fun for us. All of
us would open our Tiffin boxes and empty the contents on steel plates. We all
tasted each others home food. The change was a welcome treat for taste buds. We
would finish the lunch in 15 minutes as against one hour taken by the rest of
the school and would go to music class for training. Though singing ragas was
the primary focus; yet I got a chance to learn flute and Eshraj ( A traditional
Indian string instrument generally quite used in old hindi film music also). My
basic foundation in music started from here.
However the music in me got further help
at home. Sister Savita wanted to learn music at home, so a music teacher –
Pandit Ramreejhan Sharma was appointed to teach her singing.Panditji was an
arya samaji bhajnopadeshak ( a preacher through bhajans). A nice harmoniyam (
traditional keyboard energized by bellow pumping) was purchased. Panditji would
play harmoniyam and she would sing the bhajans taught by him. Panditji’s
singing or teaching was no great treat for me. My interest was in the
harmoniyam. I would start playing the harmoniyam after he left. Initially it
was by looking at the notes written in the book by him, but later on I realized
that I started playing keys by naturally searching for the right notes. For
whatever reasons Panditji’s classes got discontinued. There was a lull in music
training at home. However I did not stop my self learning process.
One day I asked my frined Shashi Mimani,
whether he also was taking any training from someone. He said that he was being
trained by a very good music teacher Shri Mohan Tripathi for many years. I
requested him to send Mr. Tripathi to our home for training Savita. Tripathiji
was an accomplished musician who played excellent table also. In fact he asked
us to keep a pair of tablas also. Just by sitting along Savita and listening to
his music training, my interest and knowledge was further enriched. This
foundation of good Indian music has made music my favorite hobby at my current
age of 57 years. I compose my own music , simply based on my indirect training
in music.
Rani Sati Temple and Mela
Adjacent to our school building on the
back side of the school, there was a temple of Rani Satiji. I think the temple
was also built by the promoters of our school – the Nopanys. There were huge
followers of that temple. Even from our school many students would visit the
temple first before entering the school building. I had no interest in the
temple as my upbringing did not support idol worshipping. Once a year, there
was a mela (major religious fair) in the temple. Thousand of people would visit
the temple on that day. As the passage to the temple was quite narrow, lot of
discipline was required. On the day of the mela the school was kept closed. A
special exit route was created through the school campus. While all the
students would be enjoying the special holiday every year, I was one of those
students in a group who would be asked to come for the whole day for
volunteering to control the ques. The reason of my being part of the group was
my being a scout member. The scouts were given instructions one day before
about how to manage the lines. Though it was boring to be in school on a
holiday, however it was fun to be in a power holding position and telling
people what to do and what not to do.
The following day after the mela,
students would not bring their food from home as the Prasad consisting of
poori, aloo sabji, halwa and boondi ka laddu would be served to all students as
Prasad. The information was circulated in advance. Everyone enjoyed this feast
once a year.
My
Unfulfilled Dream – English Play ‘Master of the house’
I had never acted in a play. In fact I
had never even seen a serious play. On school stage I had seen small skits
during our House meets. When I came to know that our school was going to stage
an English play on the stage of Kala Mandir, the most reputed auditorium of
Kolkata city, I was eager to take a part in the play. Fortunately I was
selected also because of my clear diction of English. The director of the play
was Mr. Parihast, an English teacher who used to teach the English medium
sections. I was an unknown person for him. My colleagues from the actors were
all from English Medium. Shashi Mimani, Aloke Gupta, Shashi Dhancholiya and
Subhash Agarwal – all came from English medium. Apart from me the only other
person from the hindi medium was Anup Kedia. Anup Kedia had to play the character
of a dead man from first scene till last scene. Hence his main contribution
would have been remaining silent and motionless throughout. My role was semi
important. I was to play the role of Dr. Jelicoe. I had one scene in which I
had to enter the house and greet people of the house and then check the patient
who was a dead man but that was not known to the family members. I had to
declare that he was dead. Hence the scene had lot of drama.
What I did not know in the beginning was
that Shashi Dhancholiya was also selected for the same role as mine. During
rehearsals both of us were asked to rehearse. All my colleagues assured me that
I was doing much better than Shashi as his diction of English was very
un-english like. Even my action and my personality was matching with the
character very well. We must have practiced for 3 weeks, missing important
classes. I was a naïve as I could not see through the designs of our director
Mr. Parihast, whose objective was to showcase his own students from the English
medium. He was using me for two purposes; one – to give the effect to the
management that it was not limited to one section and second and the main
reason- Shashi was not good in remembering his dialogues; hence I was informed
at last moment that Shashi will play the role and I will be prompting his
dialogues to help him. I felt completely let down and cheated. I had invited my
family and friends to Kala Mandir to see me in action. They would be so
disappointed. As a child I could feel the sense of embarrassment which I would
face in explaining everybody why I was not the Dr. Jelicoe. It was extremely
crude on part of Mr. Parihast to play such dirty trick on me. If he would told
me half way down the rehearsals that I would not be selected for final show, I
would have reconciled with the fact rather easily and would have continued to
play the second fiddle as the prompter. I guess all children get such treatment
in their lives from elders sometime or the other. I wanted to cry backstage but
even that was not possible as I had to prompt for Shashi. I cried after the
play.
The hero of the play- Shashi Mimani
performed extremely well in the role of Fred Ovens. Aloke Gupta dressed like a
woman played Fred’s mother. He looked very cute as a female. There was another
lady character played by a boy who looked very beautiful. Subhash Agarwal
played the lawyer and was good. Worse performance came from Shashi Dhancholiya
as Dr. Jelicoe. All my friends told me that the fellow neither looked like a
doctor nor spoke English properly. That did not reduce my grief; in fact that
increased.
To perform in a play remained my second
unfulfilled desire of life. First one was going to Kashmir as I mentioned
earlier. Kashmir I could visit in 2012. But since 2008 I am writing plays for
our group ‘Jeewant’. We perform our plays on important stages of Mumbai. I
always play one important role in each play. Last play we did was on August 15,
2014 – Paying Guest. Previous ones are – Studio Six, Colonel’s Den, Floating
Resort and Badi haveli. I am so proud with the fact that all my plays have been
highly appreciated by all my audience.
Naxlite
Movement in Bengal
There are some terrible
memories of late sixties. A new terminology called Naxalite or Naxalvaadi came
into light. The term Naxalites comes from Naxalbari,
a small village in West Bengal, where a section of the Communist
Party of India (Marxist) (CPI-M) led by Charu
Mazumdar, Kanu Sanyal, and Jangal
Santhal initiated a violent uprising in 1967.
On 18 May 1967, the Siliguri
Kishan Sabha, of which Jangal was the president, declared their support for the
movement initiated by Kanu Sanyal and readiness to adopt armed struggle to
redistribute land to the landless. The following week, a sharecropper near
Naxalbari village was attacked by the landlord's men over a land dispute. On 24
May, when a police team arrived to arrest the peasant leaders, it was ambushed
by a group of tribals led by Jangal Santhal, and a police inspector was killed
in a hail of arrows. This event encouraged many Santhal tribals
and other poor people to join the movement and to start attacking local
landlords.
These
conflicts go back to the failure of implementing a limited form of tribal
autonomy with regard to exploiting natural resources on their lands, e.g.
pharmaceutical and mining, and 'land ceiling laws', limiting the land to be
possessed by landlords and distribution of excess land to landless farmers and
labourers. The caste system was another important social aspect of these
conflicts.
Mao Zedong of China provided
ideological leadership for the Naxalbari movement, advocating that Indian
peasants and lower class tribals overthrow the government and upper classes by
force. A large number of urban elites were also attracted to the ideology,
which spread through Charu Majumdar's writings, particularly
the 'Historic Eight Documents' which
formed the basis of Naxalite ideology.
Violence in West Bengal
During
1971 the Naxalites gained a strong presence among the radical sections of the
student movement in Calcutta. Students
left school to join the Naxalites. Naxalite leader Majumdar, to entice more
students into his organisation, declared that revolutionary warfare was to take
place not only in the rural areas as before, but everywhere and spontaneously.
Thus Majumdar declared an "annihilation line", a dictum that
Naxalites should assassinate individual "class enemies" (such as
landlords, businessmen, university teachers, police officers, politicians of the
right and left) and others.
The chief
minister, Siddhartha Shankar Ray of
the Congress Party,
instituted strong counter-measures against the Naxalites. The West Bengal
police fought back to stop the Naxalites. The house of Somen Mitra, the
Congress MLA of Sealdah, was allegedly turned into a torture chamber where
Naxals were incarcerated illegally by police and the Congress cadres. CPI-M
cadres were also involved in the "state terror". After suffering
losses and facing the public rejection of Majumdar's "annihilation
line", the Naxalites alleged human rights violations by the West Bengal police,
who responded that the state was effectively fighting a civil war and that
democratic pleasantries had no place in a war, especially when the opponent did
not fight within the norms of democracy and civility.
Large
sections of the Naxal movement began to question Majumdar's leadership. In 1971
the CPI(ML) was split, as Satyanarayan Singh revolted
against Majumdar's leadership. In 1972 Majumdar was arrested by the police and
died in Alipore Jail. His death accelerated the
fragmentation of the movement.
My Nightmarish Memories of Naxalite Movement
Everybody’s
life was affected by this violent lawless instigated movement. Everyone in the
society in Kolkata felt unsecured. I came to hear for the first time about this
movement, when one fine morning I reached my school and was told by my
colleagues that they were not allowed to visit Rani Sati temple that morning.
The reason was terrifying. A businessman (Mr. Satyanarayan Jhunjhunwala , if I
remember correctly) was shot by someone unknown in the narrow lane of entry to
the temple in the early hours. When I looked down from my classroom window I that
familiar lane, I found lot of policemen there. There was an area marked with
chalks within which lot of blood was visible. The body must have been recently.
I was scared. Everyone said this was the Naxalite linked murder case.
Few days
later, before I could forget the incident another terrible thing happened. This
one happened in my building on ground floor. The owner of our building Mr. Shiv
Bhagwan Jajodia used to live in a room on ground floor. His whole family was on
the first floor. The incident happened around 11 o clock in the morning. I was
listening to my favourite music on our radiogram when I heard two loud gun
shots. I immediately went to the central part of the floor where one could see
upto ground floor. I saw someone running out of the ground floor. In few
minutes the watchman and others went inside the room of Mr. Jajodia. They
brought out the bleeding body of Mr. Shiv Bhagwan Jajodia. This must have been
the most cruel site of my life. I was looking at a person who was just shot by
gun and was dying. He died. The killer was recognized by everyone. He was the
son of a pujari (priest) of a Shiv temple nearby who had joined naxalism. I had
seen him so many times. After this incident I never saw him.
One day
our history teacher Mr. H.N.Singh (the most dreaded one) started talking about
naxalism in our class. He was lamenting how young boys have picked up the gun
and are out on a killing spree. He was wondering who all are giving guns so
easily to everyone. One of the students in my class ( I recall his surname
Jaiswal) said that no one was supplying them guns. They were supplied with
ammunitions only. Everyone was surprised at his guts. He further explained the
class that the gun used is a crude assembly of pipe and spring. The gun was
known as a pipe gun. Our teacher Mr. Singh was completely shocked by his
knowledge. He asked him could he explain the mechanism. He said yes as he knew
the total structure. He went to the black board and drew a diagram of pipe gun
giving details of its function. Mr. Singh asked him how did he know so much. He
said that his father was a pipe retailer and now a days there were regular
buyers of specific size of pipe of a particular diameter. He said one of the
buyers was known to him and he had only explained him the purpose. I was
terribly shaken. I got scared of that student also. His father’s shop was in
the same lane – Muktaram Babu Street where my residence was!
Those
were the worst time of fear and insecurity in Kolkata. Being out of house after
8 o clock was considered late and risky. Night life in Calcutta had become
zero. Cinema halls stopped showing the last show. Restaurants were seen
deserted at peak dinner hours.
Cricket
at School
In my school there were four ‘houses’.
Houses meant random distribution of all students into four groups. Each house
was given a name – Gandhi, Tilak, Nehru and Vivekanand. I was in Gandhi house.
There used to be an annual inter house cricket tournament. For the first time,
I was selected as a member of the team just after the passing my class viii.
Class ix was important. The reason was
that after class viii we had to select our stream out of two – Science and
Commerce. I selected Science stream. Many of my class mates were new as they
had come from different sections because they too selected Science stream.Many
of my close friends till Class viii were not with me anymore as they had
selected commerce stream.
My
Trip As Scout To Kathmandu
I had joined scouts in school, though
there were hardly much activities of scouts. The scouts trainers were our two
teachers- Mr. B.K.Vohra, a rajasthani tough looking person and Mr. K.N.Jha, a
bihari teacher comparatively an easy going person. When I was in Class x , a
very surprising news came from scouts of the school; that the scouts are planning
a camping visit to Nepal. I was not sure whether I would be allowed to join
this trip by my parents as the previous failed effort of going to Kashmir was
still bitter in my heart. I made an attempt. And to my utter surprise, I got
the permission in first conversation. Perhaps there were two reasons- I had
grown older as now I was in Class X in comparison to Class VIII at that time.
And second reason I feel was that they wanted to amend my previous
disappointment. Moreover in this trip Narendra was to join me hence there was
little more sense of my not being alone. The money asked for a fifteen days
trip was a mere Rs. 350 per person. And that included a one way plane journey
between Patna to Kathmandu ! We were given a list of things which had to be carried
in a small suitcase. The things included not more than three sets of cloths,
some woolens, one plastic plate, one mug, one torch and one rope. Mother made a
list of all our things and stuck that to the inside of top lid in our suitcases
so that we don’t miss out things. And of curse every one was to bring his own
hold-all as a sleeping arrangement. Hold-all , generally referred as
bistarband, was a general thing for any journey in those days. Its use was that
it could be opened and spread as a thin mattress on a wooden seat of a train.
Its two pockets contained a blanket and a thin pillow.
The journey started by train from Howrah
station in a third class bogey of Howrah Patna Express. The train started 4
hours late. Accordingly reached about 4 hours or more late. The worst part was
that the gap between the arrival of the train and the departure of plane at
Patna was about 3 hours. From Patna junction we, about 32 scouts, took taxis
and went to Patna airport. A major disappointment cropped in when we came to
know that we had missed the Royal Nepal flight to Kathmandu. The bigger reason
of disappointment was that there was no provision of an additional flight
ticket in our shoe string budget. We all came back to Patna city. Vohraji
negotiated with a lodge to allow all of us to sleep on its terrace as we did
not have budget for taking rooms. We spent the rest of the day knowing our
colleagues on the trip. One of the common subject was whether we will be able
to make our onward journey ?
Vohraji did another great job by visiting the office of Royal Nepal and
explaining them the limitations of the group and the camping objective of
scouts. Perhaps he could convince them that if alternate flight was not
provided to the group, without charging further money, the group of students
would have to return to Kolkata. With his convincing skills he could get the
nod to fly next morning with all of us. At no extra payment! The night spent on
the lodge terrace under sky became jubilant for all of us.
Kathmandu was a nice city in those days.
For me as a non traveler, it was a major change. I liked the broad road in
front of the palace called Darbar Marg. On both sides of the road were either
hotels or shops. Our bus stopped inside a narrow lane in front of a old
building. There was a board on the gate- Annpurna Marwadi Bhojnalaya. I thought
we have been brought there for lunch; but I was shocked to understand that this
was the place for our stay. There were 3-4 large rooms, which were given to us
for sharing. That meant on an average about 8 students will sleep in each room.
There was no bed available, hence the hold-all would serve as the bed. The
bhojnalaya served vegetarian marwadi thali for lunch and dinner. All of us were
aghast. This was not our idea of a camping or holiday. We all went to the room
provided to our two teachers and asked Vohraji whether this was our place of
stay for next two weeks. Vohraji said ‘no’ ! What he said further was
terrifying; he said we cannot afford this place and food in our budget. I was wondering
what worst is expected further !
On the second day, the dinner had some
special food. All fried and sweets! Our teacher Mr. Jha ate too much, and
started suffering from loose motion. The whole night the poor fellow had to
rush to the common toilet frequently. Our spirits were getting low here.
Next morning, Vohraji called a meeting
of all of us and announced that we were shifting from this place to a bunglow
in Thamel Toll. He explained that the bunglow belonged to an army Captain of
Indian army as he allowed the students to occupy the rooms on the lower floor
and he would be living on the first floor.
The place was really very good. It had
garden all sides. There were 5 rooms. We all could manage comfortably. The bed
was of course our own hold all here too. Vohraji divided all of us into four
groups calling each group a patrol. Each patrol was assigned a job for each
day, which would rotate. The four jobs included- 1. Shopping of grains,
vegetables, milk and spices etc. 2.
Cooking food 3. Cleaning up the whole place and 4. Washing all cloths. The jobs were designed in such a way that
every patrol had to do work for others too. No one could complain as the jobs
were rotating everyday. Hence everyone had to do everything.
No one was expert at cooking, hence the
group functioned under guidance of Vohraji. The normal menu was either rice and
daal or khichdi with kadhi. Rotis were also tried sometimes but the quality was
bad.
Best part was the post dinner session,
as we would lit a camp fire and sit in a large circle all around it. Every one
would perform something. Some were good singers, others good actors. Some spoke
about their life’s incidents. Narendra was the youngest among the whole group.
Some seniors taught him a pardoy and asked him to sing in the camp fire. The
parody was based on the hit song of those days- Dum Maro Dum…… The parody was
like this-
Poori aloo dum,
Kam khao kam
Bhagoge hardam
Leke lota subah sham
Jhaji, Vohraji, Jha ji, Vohraji………….
The parody was based on the loose motion
incident of Mr. Jha. I was afraid that Narendra has invited his troubles; but
both the teachers took it lightly hence no damage was done.
I had seen the hindi movie of Dev Anand
– Hare Rama Hare Krishna, sometime before this trip. The movie was shot in
Kathandu. This movie also generated lot of interest in my mind about Kathmandu.
The theme of the movie was hippie culture as lots of hippies were present in
Kathmandu. While moving around in the city in group, our guides would also tell
which scene of the movie was shot where. Things which look so grand on the
screen look so ordinary in reality!
In this trip, I had only one class
fellow from my own section- Yogesh daga. Others were either from different
classes or from different sections. Yogesh and I had many things in common.
Both of us were fond of reading, movies, music, poetry etc. Kishore Kumar was
our favourite singer. Dev Anand was our favourite hero. There was one main
difference between us. Yogesh by nature was bold and rebel; whereas I was
disciplined and calm. On this trip as I had no close friend, I went along with
Yogesh’s plans few times, breaking the rules of the group.
One day Yogesh decided that we should go
the hotel Soaltee Oberoi, which was almost in the outskirts of the city. Both
of us knew about this hotel from the movie ‘Hare Ram Hare Krishna’ which was
released recently in Kolkata. In the movie there was an important scene of the
Casino of the hotel. I was worried that our absence will be noticed as it will
take long time. Yogesh did not care about that. We hired two bicycles and
wheeled toward Soaltee. We made it after taking some directions. The
disappointment was that we were not allowed to enter the Casino being underage
for that. We also came to know that local Nepalese did not have access to the
casino and only foreigners ( including Indians) were allowed inside. We had a
round of the hotel lobby and went back cycling to our base.
Another day, we decided to go for a
movie of Dev Anand- Tere Mere Sapne. From the newspaper we gathered that the
movie was running in a cinema hall called Jai-Nepal. We hired a cab – a Toyota;
and asked the driver to take us to Jai Nepal. The driver reconfirmed whether we
meant the theatre called Jai Nepal. The taxi meter was rising fast with a pitch
of 20 paise every few seconds. We started getting worried for two reasons- if
the cinema is too far than by the time we would come back to the base camp it
will be dinner time and all hell will break there; and another immediate
reasons was that the taxi meter had already covered a huge amount to pay. I
asked the taxi driver- how far was the theatre. He said- half way. My heart
almost sank for both the fears. I told Yogesh to cancel the plan and take a
u-turn. Yogesh laughed it off. His theory was let us face what comes. The
cinema hall was outside the city of Kathmandu in a nearby suburb. The condition
of the hall was nightmarish. After reaching there I realized why the cabbie had
to reconfirm our intentions.
As expected, we had to face the music
from vohraji. His logic was right too. He said that while on this trip, he was
responsible for the well being of all students and was answerable to their
parents too; if everybody would behave like what we did, how would he managed
the trip. He was genuinely concerned. So was I !
Kathmandu was a popular place for Indian
tourists for shopping. Shop were filled with Chinese,Korean and Japanese
products. India was not an open economy. All kinds consumer goods and durables
were banned for import in India. Hence
foreign brands like Seiko, Sony, Toyota, Mitsubishi etc. were big pull for
Indians. I was given Rs.200 (And another Rs.200 to brother Narendra) for
carefully spending. However Pitaji had given the name and phone number of his
old friend , his namesake, Shri Gajanand Agarwal in Kathmandu for any type of
help, including financial. I decided to tap the provision. I called up
Gajanandji and introduced about ourselves. His response was very warm. He came
to our camp and took both of us to his house for dinner with permission of our
leaders. We could enjoy a nice home cooked meal after so many days ! After
dinner he gave me the requested money of Rs.500.
With money in pocket I decided to do bit
of shopping. I went to a watch shop. I asked him to show me a nice metal strap
Seiko watch. He placed three identical watches in front of me. The prices were
much different- Rs. 450, Rs. 300 and Rs.100. I was confused and asked the
shopkeeper to explain the difference. He said that the cheapest one was a fake
and was made in China, the medium priced was a Seiko product but made in Korea
and the costliest one was the real Japanese watch. I thought for a moment. A
thought came into my mind- what if all three were fake only. With this thought,
my mind was prepared to drop the idea. Finally I bought a very beautiful
Chinese mouth organ; a black metallic body, two sided mouth organ with a
stylishly written brand- Hero on it. It came for Rs. 25 only. It was a steal
for me at that price. I loved my shopping. Till few years back, it was in my
possession.
There were lots of other stuff in the
shops which I did not understand. For example many shops were selling packets
of Sony audio cassettes, but I did not know what that was because Audio
Cassette Tape recorders had not entered Indian market till then. In India we
had the tape players with tapes wound on large spools. Finally I bought one
Chinese towel, as it looked very fancy, two bottles of Chinese tiger balm for
mother and some gift item for sister Savita. Pitaji never appeared in our
shopping list as throughout the life I could never understand whether any
worldly possession will make him happy. Even now the situation is same. Now
when my children give any gift to him, he accepts that to make them happy and
not for any personal satisfaction.
Overall Kathmandu trip was fun. A real
camping and learning about team work ! More excitement was to come on our
return journey. After our two weeks stint in Kathmandu, we started for journey
back home. It was not planned by a smooth flight of Royal Nepal. We travelled
by bus through bumpy hilly roads to reach upto an Indo-Nepal border town of
Birganj. After a lunch session at Birganj at a cheap joint, we had to cross the
border by cycle rickshaws. The Indian town across the border was Raxaul. The
customs did not check much about us as we were scouts group. On Indian side,
Vohraji arranged a bus for us. The bus took us around in the vicinity showing
some historical sites. At night we had to sleep in an empty Industrial shed.
There was no service available there. Dinner had to be skipped. Next day again
the bus took us around in the area called Betiya. I did not understand why were
we staying in that Goddamned area. The reason was clear later that we had to
kill sometime as our reservation of train was at night from the nearest station
called bhainsa-Lotan. After a tiring day when we reached the station, we came
to know that the train was delayed by 6 hours. We all had a picnic at the
railway platform, eating food from the stalls. After a long session of singing
and fun, we spread our holdalls on the platform and slept; until we were woken
up to board the train at some odd hour of night.
The only interesting part to be told
about this journey happened after a week after reaching home. Vohraji called
all travelers for a meeting. After doing customary thanksgiving etc. he handed
us over an envelope containing Rs. 25 each. He announced that even from out tight
budget we all saved that much money.
My
Teen Years
The friendship always crystallizes in
one’s teen years. Friends of earlier years are always changing. But with the
change of interests in life teenagers become secretive. The real friends become
those with whom they share their secrets, hence such friendship become long
lasting. When I recall all my friends , I find that all my friends prior to
Class ix have become blurred memories, whereas close friends made during last
three years of school, are still me close friends. I can count such friends
easily. Here is a small recall of my friends-
I have mentioned Shashi Mimani earlier
also. Shashi was my friend in school only for one year. We came together in
Class IX. During that period he performed that English play which I mentioned
earlier. The play rehersals gave us lot of time together. What connected us
were two things- Music and Onions. Both of us loved music. Shashi could play on
his harmonium and sing along with that. He was a great company as we always
spent time together on harmonium singing old songs of Mukesh. Even today
whenever we meet, music remain our common interest of time sharing. The second
bonding factor was Onions. Sounds funny ? The fact is that in his household
onions were completely banned. They were not allowed to cook or eat onions at
their house. I therefore used to carry onion based curry in my tiffin to school
for him. Whenever he came to my house, his request would come in advance that
he wants the aloo-onion sabji in dinner. Mother would make it for him with
affection.
Unfortunately, Shashi had a very strict
atmosphere in his house. He could not say much to his father as he was quite
strict with him. His extracurricular activities were not much appreciated at
home. But he had an ardent admirer in me. We attended each other’s birthday
parties. He would get me gifts in the form of books, as those were handy for
him to get from their house. I gave him good gifts. I remember on one of his
birthday I presented him with a Chinese
mouth organ not as good as my personal Hero. I knew he always wanted to
have a pair of Bongo, because his fingers always played beats on table or
whatever he had with him. On one of his birthday I wanted to present him with a
bongo. I checked the price, it was Rs. 50 in a shop on Chitpore Road. The
amount was beyond my means. I had about Rs. 20 in my savings. I requested my aunt
Pushpa, that I needed Rs. 30 to but a gift for my friend. She liked me very
much. She agreed to give me that money with a condition that I would not tell
my mother that she gave me that much money for a gift. I agreed as that suited
me equally. And I presented Shashi with his favourite Bongo. Shashi felt much
obliged and expressed his gratitude for this thought. Few years later, Shashi
offered me his harmonium which was lying for repairs. He said that he has
bought a new harmonium which had a scale changer built in hence his first
harmonium was not really much useful for him. He said that there was one
problem though ! The harmonium was given to a music shop for tuning and minor
repairs and I would have to collect that from the shop by paying the repair charges
of Rs. 20. I agreed for the bargain. I loved this harmonium. It helped me
sharpen my musical abilities.
Unfortunately Shashi failed in class ix
and he left the school. His father was extremely angry with him and told him
not to waste further money in school or college. Shashi decided to make his
career in automobiles and joined an auto garage to learn motor repairs in park
circus. When he informed me about his new activity, I went to see him at his Park
Circus garage. He was wearing the blue apron normally worn by the mechanics of
such units. Initially I felt sad for him but after meeting him I realized that
he enjoyed his job. Since then He has changed his line of activities so many
times. However he continues to be a good friend even now.
Another friend I made in Class IX was
Aloke Gupta. He too became close to me during our play stint. With Aloke I
shared a very special relationship. We were in different sections as he was a
commerce student nd I had opted for science in Class ix. Our friendship actually
took off after the school was over for us. His house was not very far from my
house. I used to go to his house at Vivekanand Road every early evening. We
used to take an extremely long walk from his house to Victoria Memorial, which
was almost 8-9 kilometers away. It took
us nearly two hours of walk. We had so much to share that these two hours used
to finish in a jiffy. We would then relax at the parapet wall of Victoria
memorial enjoying our routine dose of masala mudi ( Spicy puffed rice) with a Double
7 Cola. Return journey used to be on a limited stoppage bus. Total outing used
to be of 3 hours.
What we shared during our walks was the
world. His family, my family, the books we read, the movies we saw, his neighbors
and one most prohibited subject of our times- girls! We had no exposure to
girls. Our school was only boys school. Our friends were only boys. Talking to
girls was a taboo in our times. Our families were orthodox on such issues. But
none of this could stop us from talking about girls during our special
rendezvous. In fact I did not have much to offer in terms of this subject, but
Aloke had lot of inputs from his neighbors. Later on he was in St. Xaviers
college where he would gather lots of stories from his class fellows which he
would share with me. I being in Science had taken admission in a Science
college at Moira Street. Our colleges were nearby. Many a times we would fix up
to meet at Jyoti Vihar, a very popular south Indian food joint for lunch. As no
mobile phones were there in those days, we used to stick to our given time and
directly meet at Jyoti Vihar. This happened many a times during one year when I
was in that college, later on I shifted to Ranchi to study engineering in Birla
Institute Of Technology.Till date Aloke is my best friend. We live in different
cities but we do share some time whenever we visit each other’s city.
Another friend from school is Santosh
Saraf. Santosh had a completely different personality than my two previous
friends. A simple person with a trading background! He used to go to his alloy steel
retail shop at Clive Row after the school. Many a times I also went to his shop
with him. Santosh was our source of news about Calcutta. He was always aware of
what is happening in the city at political levels. He had full knowledge about
different employee unions. Apart from that he used to share lots of spicy
stories about others. How somebody ran away with his girl friend, how the
family did not accept someone’s inter-cast marriage and lots of similar stuff.
He was a great observer of girls’ behavior. While walking together on road he
would pass a remark about some girl on road; not loudly but as a whisper within
ourselves which used to be his forecast about that girl. Santosh has a great
sense of humor. He has seen many ups and downs in his family and has become a
very wise and matured person but has not lost his sense of humor.
The
Bobby Era
In 1973 December I had my sent up exams
of Class xi. Class xi meant end of school education. A sent-up exam was a
pre-board exam to clear Class xi. The board exam was held by state education
authorities independent from school. The papers were set by authorities, the
exam venues were different then school and the management of exam halls was
under state authorities. The sent up exam was held by school as a test of
students before board exam. The importance of the sent up exam was vital too.
Those who did not clear the sent up exam were not allowed by the school to
participate in the board exam. I was generally a good student ; moreover I had
to study always very hard for exams as the levels for hard work were set by my
sister Savita. Anything lesser then her efforts meant I was not trying enough
to get good marks. During her board exams Savita used to study at least 16
hours a day. That was too much for me. I did not have that kind of patience.
Moreover I always felt that such study was meant for naturally weak students
who can not grasp the subject well. Problem was that Savita was the brightest
student of her class yet she studied so foolishly. I remember, once she had
fixed up a morning alarm at 5 am, due to some mistake that went off at 3 am;
without any double checking on that error she got engaged in her early morning
session of studies which got extended naturally.
A major problem occurred just before my
exams. The film Bobby hit the screens in Calcutta. The entire youth of Calcutta
were watching the film repeatedly. Some of my friends who had seen the film
kept on singing the praise of the movie. They talked about the new heroine
Dimple as if there was no other such girl on the earth. The songs were all over
radio. My friend Anup Sharda had bought the two fold album of Bobby LPs which
had lot of dialogues and songs. He gave me the set for a day to play on my
radiogram.
In the midst of such craze about the
movie, I was planning to see the movie when came the ordinance from Pitaji – ‘
No one in the family would watch this movie called Bobby’. Pitaji was never
involved in such subjects. This was for the first time that such a ban was
imposed by him. Mother explained to me that he had heard many stories from his
friends how the movie was making the youth rebel against their parents! How
some young couple had run away from their houses after being inspired from the
movie ! That is why he was thinking that such a movie can be a big distraction
for you at such crucial time of sent up exams. There was no reason for me to be
convinced; however I had no other option but to live with such atrocity.
Finally I cleared my exams. This was one
exam which did not allow any relief from hard studies. End of sent up exam
meant preparation for the real one – the board exams. I too knew the importance
of this exam. My admission in good engineering college depended upon my marks.
I studied very hard. My centre for exams was at college street in Sanskrit
college. Other than me my friend Santosh Saraf also got that centre. We would
meet after our first paper. We used to walk down to a nearby tea stall in the neighboring
lane. There was a garden with a swimming pool in between. We would sit in the
garden for sometime to discuss the performance in the exam. After that we used
to go to tea stall to enjoy a ‘bhaand’ (an earthen clay cup) along with a plate
of singhada ( hot pattice stuffed with spicy potato mash) for our lunch and
then walk back for the second exam.
One day something very dreadful
happened. As usual Santosh and I were crossing the garden and pool area after
our first paper; when three tough looking boys stood in our way. They spoke to
us in Bengali teasing us as two Marwari boys. In those days, being marwaris
meant being very rich. They asked us how much money we were carrying. We said
we did not have any as we had come there only for our exams. One of them took
out his knife and threatened us. I had twenty rupees in my pocket which I had
brough to buy a book after the exam to prepare for next days paper of
Mechanics. I gave away my money, so did Santosh ! We were terribly shaken and
scared. We were not left with any money for tea and singhara that day. We
turned back towards the exam hall. I am sure I did not perform well in the
second paper that day.
The
Celebration
After the exams were over, I along with
four other friends- Yogesh Daga, Ashok Agarwal, Krishna Kumar Daruka and Anup
Kedia decided to have a nice holiday at Darjeeling. I got the permission
without any difficulty. At Darjeeling we stayed at the same hotel where I had
stayed 10-12 years ago with my parents. The only difference was that the name
of the hotel had changed from Radha Hotel to Ambassador hotel. It was the
location of the hotel that enthralled all of us. Being at the middle of the
mall Road was a great fun. From the windows of the hotel we could see the snow
cladded range of mountains. The tourists used to hand around near Mall road, so
that served a special purpose of watching the girls from the windows. As usual
Yogesh and me made a naughty pair.
The best part about Darjeeling this time
was that the film Bobby was running in the only theatre of Darjeeling. We must
have seen the film 4 times during those 7-8 days. I was so much impressed with
the hero Rishi Kapoor of the film that I purchased a very long orange and black
striped muffler from a road side vendor; a similar muffler was worn by Rishi in
the song – Hum tum ek kamre me band ho………. I felt like rishi Kapoor when I wore
that muffler around my neck.
One day we all took a long horse ride
upto the very famous school St. Pauls. The school was also a place of interest
for us as in Bobby, Rishi was shown to be a student of that school. The school
had a lovely campus. Bobby had become a part of our lives during this trip.
We came to know from the hotel manager
that Nepal was very close to Darjeeling. We checked with a jeep driver about
going there. He said that there was a small town called Pashpati, which could
be reached in two hours by jeep. He said that there was nothing to see there
except few shops which sold Chinese goods. We all decided to go there. We hired
the jeep and went to Pashupati. There was an Indian customs border on the way. Pashupati
was a disappointment in general. The very few shops there had either textiles
or electronics. Moreover the jeep driver told us that on return journey the
custom officer will stop us and ask questions. Initially I did not want to buy
anything; however we all decided that as we have come so far, let us buy a
Chinese shirt length which can be stitched in Calcutta. The shopkeeper
suggested that we can wrap the cloth inside our shirts so that there will not
be anything visible for inspection. Suggestion was scary, but like a stupid I
also agreed along with all my friends. All five of us came back to the jeep
wrapped with the shirt lengths below our shirt. As expected the jeep was
stopped by the custom officer. He called all of us in his small office. He
asked us politely- what are we carrying. Yogesh said- ‘nothing’. He again
asked- ‘ don’t tell me lies !’ Now Yogesh also was silent. The officer said –‘
I am asking for the last time. We just kept looking at the floor.
He got up and said- ‘ Remove your
shirts.’ Our worst fear was true. We all got caught red handed. He collected
our shirt pieces from us. The officer spoke- ‘ You should be ashamed of
yourself. You are doing something illegal by smuggling such things in such a
way.’ That sent a chill into my spine.
After a pause he said- ‘ If I want, I
can sent you all behind the bars and you all will face a stiff case without defense;
however as you are young and students, I am letting you off with a warning
only. Never do such thing in your life. This is like cheating your own country.
You may go now.’
We all felt a sigh of relief. We were
about to leave his office when he yelled- ‘ Stop !’ The fear again started
churning in our stomachs. He said- ‘ Take the receipt of your goods. If you
want , you may collect these after 3 weeks from Calcutta Custom office on
Strand Road after paying the duty and other taxes.”
We all hurriedly went back into our
jeep. We were feeling extremely guilty. The officer taught us a great lesson
for the rest of our lives.
The
Higher Secondary Exam Results
Few days after our return from
Darjeeling, we got the information that the mark sheets of our board exams will
be given at the school. I was excited as well as nervous. We were 18 students
in the science section. We went to our classroom. Our class teacher appeared
with a packet in his hand. He said in general he was satisfied with the
performance of the class. He started announcing the names of the students along
with their percentage. Most of my colleagues had achieved first division, that
meant sixty percent or plus, few got second division two. He did not call out
my name till last. When he was done with the distribution, I asked him where
was my mark sheet. He said that it was there in his packet; he advised me to
goto Principal’s room. I was terribly scared. Lots of bad thoughts came into my
mind- ‘ Did I fail?’ Is there any negative remark about me? ………………..many bad
feelings. And to make it worst, the principal was Mr. H.N.Singh – my history
teacher of class vi to viii. The most dreaded person of the school. I did not
know how to face him with such unclear situation. I had no choice.
I knocked at his door- ‘ May I come in
Sir ?’
His cold voice sent the chill up my
spine- ‘ Who is that? Mahendra Arya ?’
I said- ‘Yes Sir.’
He said- ‘ Arya, I have a bad news for
you.’
My heart missed the beat. I stood there
with a question mark all over my face.
Principal said- ‘ Do you know that to
get a first division, you need to secure 600 marks out of 1000.’
My heart started thumping. The question
mark on my face got enlarged.
He continued- ‘Unfortunately you got
599.’
My heart gave away. Tears started
rolling down my cheeks. I was about to start crying when he said- ‘ Hold on ! ‘
Now what ! That was the expression on my
face.
He said- ‘ You are fortunate that you
did not get 598, because then I would not have been able to help you out.’
A complete confusion now ! What kind of
game was he playing with me! My expression was – Dammit, tell me the whole
stuff at once !
He smiled – ‘ You are lucky because as
per State Education Board, I have power to add one mark to make it a first
division. So you have passed with a first division. Congratulations!’
Now I could not stop my crying. I
started crying. I thanked him and collected my mark sheet from his hand, which
showed a total of 599 and then a + 1 to make it 600. That was the climax of my
last exam of my school. Getting 60% was considered a great deal in those days.
The commerce student hardly used to get any first division and good science
students could only secure the first divisions. This one mark would have made a
great difference to my life.
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